Hey Brooke! I would suggest working with an intuitive coach who can help you discover blocks or limiting beliefs and help clarify what you want in life. It is my understanding that through connecting with "PURE LOVE" (Higher Intelligence/ Spirit/ God/ Quantum Field/Divinity/ Natural Laws, etc) we all can gain the answers to the problems we face as humans. It can be challenge to understand how to coexist as a human and spiritual being. I suppose that IS the entire purpose of our innate pursuit. I am told that the goal is not to be emotion-less though rather to perfect (balance) our emotional reactions- rational and irrational - until we shuffle off this "mortal coil". We are directed to gain more compassion for ourselves and each other at every moment. The good news is we can learn to enjoy ourselves throughout our process of understanding our life.